Shooting Star Can Be Happy Too
I can be happy too if I don't watch the news.
Whales washing ashore. Some rapist murdering a whore.
Kids being kidnapped and animals being killed by neglection.
This entire earth is one big infection.
HOW CAN I BE HAPPY WHEN THIS EARTH IS SO CRAPPY!
I HAVE WORKED WITH THE BEST OF THE WORST, PEOPLE THAT ARE CURSED, THEY SAY THEY GO TO CHURCH! HOW CAN I BE HAPPY TOO, I CAN NOT EVEN WATCH A MOVIE BECAUSE IT IS GORY EWW! THEY SHOW RAPIST RAPING, THEY SHOW MURDERS MURDERING, IT IS OK TO SHOW PEOPLE HAVING SEX ON TELEVISION AND WHO OWNS THE FCC? HITLERS WANNA BE? WHAT IS GOING ON IN THIS WORLD? INSIDE I HAVE ALWAYS STAYED ME, THAT LITTLE GIRL. But that is why the poems you read from me, bleed, bleed, bleed.....from this world I can not get what I need. I need normal happy people in my life that love and I can not find one any where, so I put my guard up....I have tought myself how not to care. So far I have had one person in my life that was good and she is dead ans one other, he is dead. That leaves me with no one, because all of the peole that made me laugh and made me happy are all dead. My husband does not do too bad. I love him so, I am sure it is some of this earths population that have put him off balance, we can not run from you, we can not hide from you. There is no where to go. When I was young I loved you all so, even strangers. The last 10 years showed me the real dangers. How sick twisted minds can be so unkind and they know who they are. The shooting star will be there with St. Peter and he ain't gonna let you in either. So get ready for Satan, that is where you are going, too late to change your ways. I will be standing there at those Pearly Gates. You are not getting in, because of your sins. Like I said you know who you are, it is me, the shooting star.
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