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Best Poems From
CHAOTIC LIFE AKA CURLY MER
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Enraged
I'm soo upset..
People these days has so sense of caring at all.
They think they fly and all that..
When really they are just unfaithful
They never think of other people's feeling
mine, for one.
Acting like I got no feelings,
Acting like I'm anybody
Acting like I'm suppose to be the perfect one
Every single thing I do wrong,
There are always there behind me yelling at me
Telling me that I can do better
Expecting me to be perfect, and teach them everything
Well, let me tell you something
I ain't perfect, get that straight once and for all.
And there are those who believes that I'm suppose to have everything..
That I'm suppose to be the leader; not the follower
That I don't know when I'm being lied too
and that I'm required to be nice all time..and keep track of all their mistakes
Well, for one, I'm not God
I don't do all that stuff...I got a life too you know
I can't take care of my life if I always gotta take care of others who don't even respect me
Yes, it may be true that I do care for everyone, and because of that I cant even care for myself at this point..
And thanks to them, I am enraged.
9/10/08
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Everyone Has Someone To Love
You might think you have no one to love
You might feel that your alone in an unknown world
like your invisible
You might see that people around you
doesn't really care about you
and think that no one loves you
But I'm gonna be honest to you,
You know you love someone deep inside your heart
but you just don't think you do or should
and...
There is always someone out there who loves you too
Or else you won't be alive
Because without love there is no life
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Fake Names
My aunt calls me ti coeur (meaning my little heart in Creole)
My grandma calls me kelly
My sister calls me loser
and the baby calls me ee
My uncle calls me pretty
While my cousins call me honey
My brother calls me geeky
Or sometimes b-chy
My teacher calls me curly
And my friends calls me curly fries
I find these names pretty interesting
Then youd ever imagine
I wish they would call me by my really name instead
I simply love (some) of these fake names
But, I just gotta say,
I love my real name better than all those fake names
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Feelings
This is weird
the way my feelings are for you
I don't think I've ever felt so vulnerable with a guy before
I think of you too many times
even when you are sitting right next to me...
I take every word you say to me personally
and everything you do to the head
I watch you very closely debating whether you deserve my heart or whether you deserve to be forgotten
Surprisingly, through my observations and founding,
through the cries and heartbreaks,
I realize that you are just another game
you are just using me like everyone else
You don't really care..
I conclude: you are not worthy of my heart at this time
Yet, I still have the feeling in my heart
that weird feeling that keeps me wanting you.
There's something about you that, no matter how much you hurt me, makes me want you to be mines
I can't control it. It's bipolar..
I wonder if that happens to you too.
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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