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Best Poems From
CHAOTIC LIFE AKA CURLY MER
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The Drug
Boy, the way you got me feeling
ain't even funny.
You've slammed me down,
smacked me around,
cracked my view,
and stabbed my chest.
Now I'm hooking up my body on many diff chemicals
trying to regain my balance
but it does nothing but make me feel worst.
I can't concentrate, can't recover
mood swings every time I see you
headaches every time I think of you
Why must you be the first boy to make
me internally crazy as I am?
I am weak, I am weary
tired of being affected by you
They say love's a drug
Well, fck love.
You're the drug.
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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The Mystery of a Smile =]
There once was a smile...
One sweet, happy, pretty smile
And behind this smile hides another world
A world where nothing is sweet, happy or pretty
Instead everything is dark and ugly
That is filled with tears and loneliness
Where you feel like no one cares about you
Where you feel all teared up and depressed
Your heart shattered into a thousand pieces
And your eyes red from a explosion of hot, clear, drops of pure water
Your blood boiled and ready to burst like firecrackers
Your face puffy like on of those trollz
And your brain suffering from infinite thoughts
All this goes on inside a little smile
That looks so sweet, happy and pretty;
but inside this smile lives just the opposite...
A smile like mine =]
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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The Question.
'do u have a bf? '
'have u ever been in love? '
These questions wonder around and around my head.
People ask me that many times;
But I really don't know the answers
I mean, I dont have a boyfriend,
'I dont date' I reply.
'and yes, I've been in love once, but it was a young and foolish love. not true love.'
Then the world of questions exploded.
'Really? Who was it? ' 'Was he cute? '
'Do you still love him? '
I ignore all the questions saying I dont wanna talk about it
But as crazy as some of my friends are,
they call me early in the morning recommending me to boys that I might like
Asking me to come over and meet them or to stalk them (my friends are weird)
I reject the offer and say 'thanks but no thanks.'
They think I'm crazy that I don't want to date and not willing to take one chance.
One of my friends once said to me
'You're a pretty girl, you have a great heart. Why won't you date? I mean, why do you reject so? '
The questions hunt me day and night.
I don't know, they find it crazy
I can agree with them.
But my heart wont...
I dont know why
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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The Story of Her
Tell her once or tell her twice,
she will never understand the price
of life.
Leave her there or bring her here,
turn your head just to see her disappear
again.
Catch a breath and grab the line,
that's the last time you will find
her eyes shine in this suffocating light.
I've had it,
she said.
Then she quit
and fled.
Goodbye.
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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