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Poems By Poet Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer  7/25/2014 8:40:35 AM
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Drop Dead

Everyday I have to go through some kind of pain or depression
I never got a chance to enjoy my life
I’ve never got the chance to do what I want when I want to
It’s always this I have to do
And that I have to do
Never what I want to do
I never get to say what I want to say to people
Something is always holding me back from telling the truth
And I just hate that
Hate that my life can’t be normal, just like other people
I just hate it
To be honest, sometimes I just wish that I dropp dead
And forget everything that ever happened
And forget everyone that I ever cared about
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer



From the Diary of the Loyal Friend

So I've been told that I am a great, awesome,
smart, weird, helpful & trustworthy friend.
I've been given a lot of great compliments,
& I doubt none.
But one does not know what it took from me to be that great, helpful & trustworthy friend.
And one shall never understand...

I sacrifice and done many things for me to be that friend.
Of course, it took courage and time to sit and hear what people have to tell me
& I love that, when friends share their feelings with me and I help them.
They always think I'm so optimistic and always happy for everything,
that I don't judge or take side & that I'll always be there.
Now always being there is the problem.

I think I've had enough.
I've loaded too many bricks on my back & I can't take it.
Too much is expected of me, too much people counting on me.
I've got too many people to care for, and too little to care for me.
All that they want is my understanding, my help & advice or my sympathy,
& then they classify me as the greatest friend ever.
But what about me?

What about my troubles and worries?
& what about my feelings and thoughts?
Do any of them care? Is any one willing to take that chance?

- Am I really gonna sit here and say that I'm gonna quit on my friends?

July 09,09
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer



Happiness Kills

They said hearts can be mended after
they go through torture,
They said to be who you are and
someone will love you for that,
They said life is but a dream
waiting to happen,
They said everyone is equal
no matter their backgrounds,
They said we are all capable of
being and doing great,
They said the purpose of living is
to reach Happiness,
No one is destined for
when all that is said is just

And that's why we die.
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer



Have it Your Way

With the black skinny jeans and the diamond earing,
I see the way you want me.
You constantly want to touch me
and redundantly ask me deep questions
Do you really expect me to answer that?
You claim to your friends that you still have feelings for you ex, my best friend
yet, you're in the background trying to get with me..
Honey, sorry to say, but that's not the way I roll.
You told me you always get your way
but I know you are only trying to play with my head.
I remind you to never underestimate my abilities
but you are still smiling in front of me saying,
'I always get my way'

With the money and the noisy ears,
I see the way you want me.
You follow me everywhere I go and sacrifice being in class on time
because you're always waiting for me to finish at my locker.
Did I ever ask you to do this for me?
You have every single class with me
and at times, that can be a pain in the butt.
You try to impress me by telling me many lies
but that only makes me not trust you.
You and your big ears are relentlessly trying to get in my business,
even after I clearly told you to keep out.
Yet, I cannot deny, you can be a great company.
In my crappy days, you always find a way to make me smile
even if it is through a lie

With the fancy shoes and the six-pack,
I see the way you want me.
You cannot spend a day without psychically touching me
and looking at me without a bit of a smile across your face.
Did you really think that I did not see?
You bother me with every opportunity that you find,
you know exactly the way to tick me off..
yet, I let you. I let you do all this to me.
I let you fool with me and shove me in the snow.
I let you have your way with me
because you know, I know,
you have fallen for me...

It's fascinating to say,
the moment I realize that I do not give chances,
the moment I decide to no longer hide my heart,
is the moment guys everywhere reveal their feelings towards me
in the most awkward ways.
I do not know if this is normal
I do not care if this is unoriginal
but I am going to sit back and watch how far boys will go
to get a prudent girl like me.

This should be interesting...
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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