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Poems By Poet Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer  10/1/2014 9:15:00 AM
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  25.     

Today, I was

Few months ago, you were my crush
the one I fantasized about,
and the one I wanted.
You showed me interest,
and I thought you would like me for me
but I was only one amongst three.
The others you love didn't bother me much,
it's just the way you talked to me that changed my mind.
The more and more I fell for you,
the less time you took to get to know me.
Is it because you knew my weak spot,
you knew I was too kind?
But why did you use that against me,
and left me blind?
I admit I fell in the trap,
and I admit I liked you just for the care you showed towards me.
But now you broke the ice,
and there's no way we can go back.
After today, I was your friend
and tomorrow,
you'll be nothing to me
but just another mistake.
 
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  26.     

*Acceptance

All my life I've wanted to fit in.
I wanted to be in the middle of the crowd feeling wanted.
I felt like this was who I was supposed to be.
But no.
I am not like everyone else.
I don't dress like everyone else.
I don't think like everyone else.
I don't act like everyone else.
I'm different.
It took me so long to realize.
I can never be who I wanted to be.
It's just not who God wants me to be.
He's got a different plan for me.
I have to learn to accept that.
No matter how heartbreaking it may be.
No matter how many tears I must shed.
No matter how many people I have to let go of...
I have to learn to accept who I am.
No matter how much it hurts.
 
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  27.     

Alone

Have you ever felt so alone
that you could just die
and it would not bother anyone?
Have you ever felt so alone
that even the smallest human connection
excites your insides?
Have you ever felt so alone
that you punish yourself
when you're happy?
Have you ever felt so alone
that you find yourself
talking to yourself to cope?
Have you?
 
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  28.     

Ambivalence

Often times I wonder,
what is wrong with me?
I seem to have a weird way of appreciating the things and people I should be grateful for.
I don't take advantages that are right in front of me.
Instead I let loose and let my emotions play.
I talk the talk,
but I sometimes don't know how to walk the walk.
Things like that make me think.
What am I gaining from any of these experiences?
Everything I gain, I already know.
I know I am stupid,
I know I am weird,
I know I am crazy,
but what does it prove?
That I am abnormal?
But wait,
I know that too.
 
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