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Poems By Poet Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer  7/11/2014 4:06:12 AM
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Chaos

-BOOM! ! - over there
-CRASH! ! - over here
“you shut up! ” and “no you shut the hell up! ” up there
Yelling out there, and shouting in here
Nothing other than chaos over here
 
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Crashing

How easy it is to kill myself
and in many different ways too.
I am sitting here trembling, my body giving up
my world crashing down
as streams of tears race down my face
my eyes bloodshot and huge
with my chest pumping in and out
forcing oxygen into my dying soul.
I’ve had it. I have had it!
I hate myself,
there is no more denying.
I can’t live like this anymore.
I am constantly falling,
but the worst part is that I never land.
I just keep falling and falling and falling!
What is the use of my life if that is all I do?
I am so tired, so freaking tired, of it all.
I just want to be happy.
God, can you give me that?
 
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Cry My Heart Out

I want to cry my heart out
to get rid of the memories,
the hurt and the pain..
I want to get rid of my miserable past
of anger, miseries, and sadness
I want to be able to look at someone
and honestly say that I had a good childhood..
That I was never hated by my own family
that I never tried suicide at a young age.
I want to be able to say that I was happy
and never stupid..
That I had the best father in the world
and a mother that was always there.
I want to be able to say that I was never crazy,
and that I never witness domestic violence from my parents.
That I was surrounded by love and happiness
rather than beatings and tears.
That I had someone I could trust
someone other than God.
But those are just lies.
 
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Crying

Crying morning, afternoon, nights
Crying inside out
Crying until my tears runs out
Crying for freedom signs

All those times that I’ve been crying,
I realized something really stupid
Crying does not change anything
It’s just tears that I’m wasting away
 
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