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Best Poems From
GABRIELA VALOY
(12/05/90)
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Your Perfect Little Girl...
Your perfect little girl dropped a grade on her report card.
Your perfect little girl yelled at you last night.
Your perfect little girl painted her nails black.
Your perfect little girl lied to you all her life.
Your perfect little girl cries herself to sleep.
Your perfect little girl slits her wrists till she bleeds.
Your perfect little girl hates you.
Your perfect little girl hates herself.
Your perfect little girl has given up on life.
Your perfect little girl had a tantrum today.
Your perfect little girl has her head in the toilet after dinner.
Your perfect little girl wants to run away.
Your perfect little girl hasn't let you dry her tears.
Your perfect little girl disobeyed you.
Your perfect little girl hates the world.
Your perfect little girl is hated by the world.
Your perfect little girl is very unhappy.
Your perfect little girl tried to commit suicide.
Your perfect little girl became a disgrace.
Your perfect little girl keeps alot of secrets.
Your perfect little girl deals with everything on her own
Your perfect little girl had to grow up too fast.
Your perfect little girl is on the edge of breakdown.
Your perfect little girl just isn't so perfect anymore.
Gabriela Valoy
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You Don't Know Me
Don't think you know why I cry,
cause you don't.
Don't think you know why I hate myself,
cause you don't.
Don't think you know why I cut my wrists,
cause you don't.
Don't think you know why I'm bulimic,
cause you don't.
Don't think you know what I'm feeling,
cause you don't.
Don't think you know me
because you never will.
Gabriela Valoy
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Attention
You always say I want attention
But did I want attention when...
I didn't tell you my innocence was ripped away,
And I was only 7 years old?
For two years my innocence was taken,
again and again, and you never knew.
Did I want attention when I never told you
That I throw up everything I eat?
Or that I can go days without eating.
Just to focus my attention on anything,
except what I'm truely feeling.
Did I want attention when you didn't know
That I cut myself when I cry?
Because physical pain is much easier to heal
than all my emotional pain.
How can I get attention for things
that no one knows are happening?
Truth is, I can't get the attention if you don't know?
and I don't want it either.
Gabriela Valoy
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My Innocence
I was 8 when you took my innocence
You took my childhood, do you even care?
I suppressed my pain and guilt so long
And now it seems to be all I can think about
I can still feel your mouth on me
I can still hear you're every breathe and moan
I can still feel two years worth of your hands
And apparently, I wasn't the only one, was I?
When she turned you in, you confessed
When I was asked, I denied it
I thought it would disappear, I was wrong
Yeah, it left my thoughts for a few years
But now it haunts my every thought
And now I just wanna know why me?
I'm not beautiful or capable of being loved
But in a wierd way, I kinda think you did love me
And don't worry, no one knows
I promise not to tell
Gabriela Valoy
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