Best Poems From
(march 7th 1993)
Seeing the future from the past
Today is filled with anger
fueled with hidden hate
scared of being outcast
afraid of common fate
Today is built on tragedies
which no one wants to face
nightmares to humanities
and morally disgraced
Tonight is filled with rage
violence in the air
children bred with ruthlessness
because no one at home cares
Tonight I lay my head down
but the pressure never stops
knawing at my sanity
content when I am dropped
But tomorrow I see change
a chance to build a new
Built on spirit intent of Heart
based on truth
and tomorrow I wake with second wind
and strong because of pride
to know I fought with all my heart to keep my
an angel from heaven is what you are
in my sky you're definitely a heavenly star.
you're an angel with beauty and grace
you're so kind and sweet, with your angel’s face.
you have a pair of angel’s wings
happiness and joy are just some things,
that an angel can give
in my heart and mind is where you live.
i know you have lips as soft as the white clouds
they scream kiss me but not out loud.
your voice is like a sapphire that shine bright.
when everything is dark, they give me light.
you're an angel that teaches me the right things to say.
you're friendship i can never repay
you're my angel and i'll always care.
you're my angel and you know i'll always be there.
When your heart turns cold
it causes your soul to freeze
It spreads throughout your spirit
like a ruthless feeling disease
The walls that once were down
now stand firm and tall
Safe from hate/love, pain/joy
until your heart turns cold a baby's cry means nothing
A dead corpse is trivial
Mothers neglecting children is daily
Loneliness becomes your routine friend
Death seems like tranquility
Sleeping is never pleasant
if you even sleep at all
you forget ideas and turn off the reason
to make sure the product get sold
You don't understand how i behave
Just wait till your heart turns Cold!
Living after death
If tomorrow starts without me,
and I'm not there to see,
if the sun should rise and find your eyes
all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
the way you did today,
while thinking of the many things,
we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
as much as I love you,
and each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too;
but when tomorrow starts without me,
please try to understand,
that an angel came and called my name,
and took me by the hand,
and said my place was ready,
in Heaven far above,
and that I'd have to leave behind
all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye
for all my life,
I’d always thought,
I didn’t want to die.
I had so much to live for,
so much left yet to do,
it almost seemed impossible,
that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
the good ones and the bad,
the thought of all the love we shared
and all the fun we had
If I could relive yesterday,
just even for a while,
I’d say goodbye and kiss you
and maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
that this could never be,
for emptiness and memories
would take the place of me.
And then I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven’s gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne.
He said, “This is eternity,
and all I’ve promised you.”
Today your life on earth is past,
but here life starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
but today will always last,
and since each day’s the same way
there’s no longing for the past.
You have been so faithful,
so trusting and so true.
Though there were times
you did some things
you knew you shouldn’t do.
But you have been forgiven
and now at last you’re free.
So won’t you come and take my hand
and share your life with me
So when tomorrow starts without me,
don’t think we’re far apart,
for every time you think of me,
I’m living here, in your heart.