Best Poems From
(march 7th 1993)
Little love song
I've Been thinking about you all night long,
So I thought I'd write you a little love song.
You're the sun, stars and moon in my eye,
I want us to be one forever til we die.
You make me smile in every single way,
I am smiling now, tomorrow and even yesterday.
I love you so much you're the light in my life,
Maybe one day you will be my wife.
Nothing can come between us especially no crew,
Cause I know you love me like I love you,
Well now i've finished my little love song,
I'll contiue thinking of you all night long.
Living after death
If tomorrow starts without me,
and I'm not there to see,
if the sun should rise and find your eyes
all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
the way you did today,
while thinking of the many things,
we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
as much as I love you,
and each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too;
but when tomorrow starts without me,
please try to understand,
that an angel came and called my name,
and took me by the hand,
and said my place was ready,
in Heaven far above,
and that I'd have to leave behind
all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye
for all my life,
Id always thought,
I didnt want to die.
I had so much to live for,
so much left yet to do,
it almost seemed impossible,
that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
the good ones and the bad,
the thought of all the love we shared
and all the fun we had
If I could relive yesterday,
just even for a while,
Id say goodbye and kiss you
and maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
that this could never be,
for emptiness and memories
would take the place of me.
And then I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heavens gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne.
He said, This is eternity,
and all Ive promised you.
Today your life on earth is past,
but here life starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
but today will always last,
and since each days the same way
theres no longing for the past.
You have been so faithful,
so trusting and so true.
Though there were times
you did some things
you knew you shouldnt do.
But you have been forgiven
and now at last youre free.
So wont you come and take my hand
and share your life with me
So when tomorrow starts without me,
dont think were far apart,
for every time you think of me,
Im living here, in your heart.
you make me so complete
without you my heart wouldnt beat
your love is my throne so im not getting out of my seat
when you hold me in your arms i swear the stars meet
i won so much but losing you was my only defeat
A prayer i wrote
I feel light touching me
but is it from heaven or Hell?
What is this I think I see
my heart truly cannot tell
My nerves are wild
control is a thing of the past
I miss that smile
and the jubilan way you would laugh
I am Satin in human flesh
don't deny it, it is true
Sometimes your life was a stress
I felt relieved to not deal with you
But I miss you Dad
I wish I had knowledge of your location
And with all the talks we had
We never disscussed your destination
So I wonder, where is your soul
that I hear in my heart on occasion
I cannot contain my center of control
You always were smart on those days when
I told you of my dreams and anxieties
you took it in and observed it with patience
You saw the stress was stifiling me
You could see the issue, burn to the basics
God, forgive my father his faults
If I have to work twice as hard in my life
To make up for what he lost
I'll take these scars and bargain with Christ
I need you Lord, no one else
I heed your advice in the Word
Why can't I take his salvation myself?
My life is pathetic, just trite and obsurd
I played the cards I'm recieve
I get three aces and fold
He got nothing but he believed
Kept a straight face and was bold
He was good man despite it all
even when he would yell at my mother
He was in pain, I heard him call
I know deep down inside...he loved her
Dad hear me, wherever you are
even if you're not in Heavenly planes
You are always my star
I love you, and that will never change