losing feelings for the past..
realizing theres more i look around the darkest of shadows.
trying to break the chains the had bound me he for so long.
with each tug more and more pain is inflicted on my skin.
The pain was not as bad as you'd think it would be..
but the fact of change of heart and soul changed a person like me.
after years lingering in the shadows with hate with in my heart.
i am so close to freedom of my hate and these shadows.
the thought sent tears to my eyes.
Still these chains will break and when they do..
I will trade me horns in for a set of wings and a halo.
i will beg for forgiveness for i have wondered away from the light.
i know i will pay the price for having such hate against everything.
Everything that made me who i am.
i had you'd my past as a reason to not face the change.
yes change hurts sometimes you don't realize how something has changed.
everything changes for better or worse...
For me my change is for the better of all of us.
My hate was too strong i couldn't fight it by myself.
One person gave me the strength to fight inner demons and come out of the hell i was in.
He showed me that my past was just another step to what is ment to be for me.
He showed me the was more then hate.
But there was love. he showed the love i couldnt find in the past.
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When I got to the tree that the branch broke from I saw it the two-tailed wolf.
His fur so black you would believe hes not real but his eyes so golden you think you hit jackpot.
With those eyes even Lisa can lose her very life. The strength this wolf withheld was so powerful.
My heart beat without fear but with hate. Lisa always loved wolves then this one came to me she seemed to be here to help me.
But her eyes remind me of Lisas face. With wet eyes as she sleeps a scream when she awakes.
Tears fall from my eyes knowing deep in my heart that my heart is cold.
But my spirit is free to be me had given me my world of hate an love even confusion.
My child the wolf speaks to me. When is she I cant pick up her sent what I can pick up is old.
The night wind blew across my face. And the search has began.
THE SEARCH FOR THE LOST ONE TWO THREE WHITCHS FOREST & THE FOBIDEN GRAVE YARD
Tonight the rain is falling just like the night I lost her the first time. The thunder is roaring at my feet.
The ground is shacking. My cold heart is beating fast and fearlessly.
My screams of there names are so cold but worried.
The more I yelled the louder my voice rang to the area around me.
The trees are thin but hard to get there for my heart once fearless are now scared to see that night here again..
i run from the lies
i face my past
i face my pain
i face the truth
we run from the lies
we face our past
we face our pain
we face the truth
u run from the lies
u face your past
u face your pain
u face the truth
RUNNING AND LOSING HOPE!
RUN..RUN...(the voice gets lower and lower) ....run..run..run
run for your life for it's slowly becoming someone else's life to take from you...
RUN...RUN....run my love run for your life...
if you stay it won't be long before....
we burn for ever in hell...
RUN....RUN....you my only hope my love...
HURRY....RUN....RUN FAST AS YOU CAN...
your the only one that can save my life.
THE LAST WORDS EVER SAID....
i can't remember my name who are you? what is my name? did i know you?
SHE RUNS FASTER AND FASTER RUNNING OUT OF HOPE SHE IS RUNNING.
THINKING HE'S KNOW LONGER HER'S SHE STOP'S AND FINISHED THE TEST OF FAITH...
BY USING FIRE AND METTEL SHE MAKE'S A BLAD COVERED WITH HER FLEASH AND BLOOD.
SHE CUT'S IN TO HET FLEASH TRYING TO GET OUT OF THE HELL SHE'S IN..
THEN SHE SEE'S HIM RUNNING WITH FEAR IN HIS EYE'S SHE STOP'S AND HIDE'S HIM TRYING TO LET HIM LIVE BUT...
SHE WAS TO WEAK THE DEMON LIKE DOG.
RIP'S HER APART WANTING TO FINISHED HIM...
WITH HER LAST BIT OF STRANGHT SHE SCREAM'S.
SHE REALIZED WHO SHE WAS AND.RUN'S TO SAVE HER.
BUT IT WAS TO LATE SHE WAS GONE HE SURVIVED BUT WITH REGRET OF TAKING HER TO THE WALL'S OF HELL THAT HE THOUGHT WAS JUST A CAVE OF SIN..
AFTER THAT DAY OVER 500 PEOPLE WENT TO THE CAVE AND NEVER RETURNED ALIVE!
BY LISA BRAY!