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normal not lol
racing time racing faith showing the gods whats wrong and whats right we are here to prove them wrong me and my black stalen
we march one by one falling like flys we march the pain in our throught for they are so dry
but that dose not stop us proving the wrong aginst all odds
our horses racing across the sand and the time we wast is leting the devil catch up with us we run fighting with all our power and wisedom
we are stronge stronger then normal humans
Lisa Bray
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o, my child
i see black walls
they are crushing down on me
i feel the emptyness
i see nuthen i sight
the world as i knew it is gone
they crushed it into darkness
i can hear the crys of our familys they are in pain
but i stand my ground my heart beating away
so i wait for you my love to save me from this life i live
to change my ways and save the human race
we are dying yes shall we fight yes
fight to the grave fight out the the heavens
dont let them win watch my back and ill watch yours
i see an light floting to our sides its him the one who saved us and created us
the one who started it all
hes in books on tv and we love him and worship him dearly
you dropp to your knees and began to look at the ground
but me i stand there then slowly walk to him and hold him
to see if this was real or not.
he holds me and looks down with a smile of love and care in his eyes
he begans to speak
my child o, my child please for give your father he has fail you
then he looks around pulling up his cane and slaming it into the ground and he shouted.
EVIL BE GONE
after that all i rember is waking up in a bed to you my love pleas ehold me like our lord did.
please tell me you know what happen that night
please tell me its not just me.
OUR LORD FOR EVER BE OUR FATHER WHO ARNT IN HEAVEN
Lisa Bray
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only one key!
its so dark and cold in my dreams some times i feel regret in the fears i hold within my wounded heart.
im unable to heal for the key is no longer mine to have.
only one key out of many keys can heal this wounded heart of mine.
i asked god for help to heal my heart once more and keep it heal.
he told me you are the key my love.
please come and lets go high in the sky and heal without and problems to deal with.
no pain no one to harm us.
just me and you loving each other forever.
we will have the children you dream of.
i will give you all my time if you will come my love.
i love you more then any thing in this world!
Lisa Bray
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past
losing feelings for the past..
realizing theres more i look around the darkest of shadows.
trying to break the chains the had bound me he for so long.
with each tug more and more pain is inflicted on my skin.
The pain was not as bad as you'd think it would be..
but the fact of change of heart and soul changed a person like me.
after years lingering in the shadows with hate with in my heart.
i am so close to freedom of my hate and these shadows.
the thought sent tears to my eyes.
Still these chains will break and when they do..
I will trade me horns in for a set of wings and a halo.
i will beg for forgiveness for i have wondered away from the light.
i know i will pay the price for having such hate against everything.
Everything that made me who i am.
i had you'd my past as a reason to not face the change.
yes change hurts sometimes you don't realize how something has changed.
everything changes for better or worse...
For me my change is for the better of all of us.
My hate was too strong i couldn't fight it by myself.
One person gave me the strength to fight inner demons and come out of the hell i was in.
He showed me that my past was just another step to what is ment to be for me.
He showed me the was more then hate.
But there was love. he showed the love i couldnt find in the past.
Lisa Bray
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