alone in the dark
im here in this dark room wishing you were here and that i could hold you in my arms.
i want to feel the heat off of your body.
i want to feel the touch of your hand.
i want to know you fears and you deepest secrets.
but here i am alone in this dark room.
with the memoerys you left with me on that cold night on st.avn.
the words we spoke was words of the pain.
the looks we sheard was a call for help.
you held me close one time before you left that night.
but we both knew deep down it would only be the last.
for your famliy didnt want you around me.
and my family didnt want me around you.
but my wish on my sexteenth birthday was...
that i could have you in my arms.
so tonight i wright and with god i hope.
that i can close my eyes and wake up to your sweet smile.
in the risen sun shine.
to some one i love even if they dont know it yet: ]
as we dance i survive
as i dance though the deadly cold
the lighting strikes the path beside me.
as if the lighting is walking with me i dance in a way no one could understand
the thunder sounds to the paths beat
as the strangers look at how i come and bypass them without a thought of kindness
my heart has began to grow
GROW cold and hard
my faith has grown weak
i don't look for my love for hes not coming for me and my haters.
im still unloved my life is hell
i don't see why im being treated this way.
when i seen a man he looked at me stopping me.
pulling me off my path.
for ever to never know why he did it.
but he loved me until his death it made me stand up and fight weather then dance to the thunders beat and the lightnings path i am a stray with my old beat and path just with more of a kick so close to my freedom ill soon have my new wings so i can fly to the heavens
and see me love one last time
i walk far beond the roads
but my love still calls
when the power gets to stronge
i sceam o'most to my hearts comtempes
but god get gives the strangth i need
i thank him so
now im willing to give my soul
so my god can be stronge and help others like me so weak and gone.
my love has fillany come to my grave
is time he has come to stay
we will walk side by side hold hand
we stride down the path of the free and the blind
this is for the son of god he has helped me in so many way.he saved my life over 100 times and i wanted to thank both god and his son.
and last but not least
and my pets missie capten and puppy
and most of all im thankful for my life and the safty for the ones i love so dearly
We live in two differnt worlds..
Our hearts beats the same beat.
We dream the same dreams...
Falling in love with each moment that passes us by.
Time is something we have alot of for we are still young.
Baby i love you more then you realize.
I cant wait till im with you every night and day.
We live in differnt worlds...
But in time our worlds will become one.
FOREVER IN LOVE ~L&L~